Sooooo..... I haven't been blogging.
My bad.
I have been lazy have just been posting all my mess on Instagram.
I never really get out everything I need to say on Instagram so, here I am again. I promise to be better about writing!
Well, here we are in our 3rd Christmas as a married couple with no baby. I counted 12 femara cycles with trigger the other day. We have also had 3 clomid cycles and 2 IUIs with Femara and Follistim. Countless heart aches and broken dreams along the way. I am almost to the point where I am accepting that this might not happen for us. We might be the couple who is childless. That is a hard pill to swallow so, I'm going to allow myself some time to swallow it and not give up hope just yet.
January will be our final insurance covered IUI. If that one is a bust, we will be faced with the decision of either paying for more IUIs out of pocket or moving towards IVF. My RE's office has already given me info on IVF in order for us to mentally prepare a little bit for the cost.
December is kind of a "month off." I am taking my 5 days of femara and then monitoring for ovulation using Clearblue digital ovulation tests. It is nice not having to take off work twice a week for monitoring appointments.
That is my update! I promise to be better about posting!!
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